He invited me to a friend's daughter's baptism at the end of this month and I accepted.
Then I remembered there were a few select friends he had thorough conversations with about our situation/fights/problems and I decided I didn't want to be involved in an uncomfortable situation if this friend was one of them.
So I asked him which friends he had told because he never disclosed who to me.
What does he say?
Something that makes me almost wish it was this guy.
Was it though? No.
So who was it?
Ana, Laura & Yuzmari aka the three women/friends he works with who have expressed interest in him if he were ever to divorce.
I'm crushed. I've allowed myself to get attached again. I don't really know what to do or how I should feel.
Yesterday I was looking for a Dora app on his iPhone for Buzzy but she lost interest so I looked at his text messages where he expresses to yuzmari & Ana that he loves them. ( te quiero- a friendly way to say I love you but it can be construed many ways) and he sends them hug and kisses and he misses them. :(
When I asked about the texts he said they were innocent.
I'm hurt though I'm not sure I have a right to be.
So confused! Thoughts?
Please be kind.
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