You two are playing a very strange game. If you just analyzed it rationally and went back and REREAD your posts from a position of a blog reader--a person not involved--as best you can, saying, "Oh, this is some other woman's posts"..you'll see how irrational and just plain old addictive this comes across. And how unhealthy altogether. And how just fucked up.
I hope you find yourself in a good place very soon. But really, not that I have any fucking right, you need to MOVE ON. He's like junk food to you. Alluring, seductive, freaky, damaging, alluring again, comforting, then abusive, then alluring again.
Think of him as a big old pepperoni and sausage pizza with double cheese and heroin laced sauce. You wanna keep eating that?'
And... She's 110% right. More tonight on this after I have absorbed that I have not one but two addictions.
Thank you Princess
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