Sunday, November 28, 2010

NO LACK OF PITY PARTY HERE

I am in such a horrible place right now. Mentally and emotionally. I don't even think its worth blogging about. I just want to go to sleep and wake up . . somewhere else. Maybe as someone else. Just for a day. I'm so tired. Of everything. I don't have it bad. I actually have it quite good. I don't know what is causing this feeling of ever impending doom. I'm pissed and sad and annoyed and frustrated.

AND I JUST WANNA DO MY EFFING LAUNDRY!!

But no. I can't. I've been waiting for two frickin' days. What's several more hours?

$^%@ !!!

Kristen

7 comments :

  1. Girl I'm sorry you are having it so rough and that I haven't been around. I'm back on track tho lets get through this together!

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  2. Im sorry it sucks to feel this sad. Maybe you need to see your doctor to help get you out of this funk. Know that people love you and care about you and want to see you happy. Pray if that is something you do. It might help. We are here for you. Things will get better but if you dont know why you are feeling like you are a doc might be what you need. I see mine and it helps alot. Hang in there and know that things will get better.

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  3. have you been getting any exercise? Usually if I can force myself to move for 10 minutes or so, then I can break out of that kind of slump. Of course, the slumpier I am the harder it is to talk myself into it. blah.

    I hope you feel better soon Kristen!

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  4. I have had that inexplicable craptastic feeling. Hang in there, it'll pass.
    Hugs.

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  5. You've got to go and do something that will make you happy. Get out and about. Window shopping. Hiking in the woods. Something that can help you find your smile. I'm sorry that you are feeling so down.
    Try and relax, take care of yourself. God Bless!!

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  6. I'm sorry you are feeling that way. I feel that way sometimes too. The only thing that snaps me out of it is to get up and do the things I need to do. Then I have a feeling of accomplishment. Exercise lately has been brightening my mood as well. Take care! -Pam

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  7. A few years ago (2006) I let the dark depression get the best of me after the death of my grandfather. When I returned from the funeral, I quit a job that I hated, cut myself off from the world, and literally lived in bed for 6 months. My now ex husband never bothered to see if I needed help. It was a horrible and dark time in my life and I never want to go back there again. I felt like crap, I lost a lot of weight, was not eating, slept all the time, and had no communication with anyone aside from the blog friends. When I think about that dark place, it is what keeps me moving forward, vowing never to return the the pits of hell again.

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