Tonight I have been stripped of my strength and I have sunk into this deep dark place. I have no motivation to even try to get out. And in this deep dark place I have succumb to weakness.
I'm sad. I feel alone. I know I'm not but I feel it.
But then in this life we are all alone. Within ourselves.
We are born surrounded by people (or at least our mother) but we are alone. We live life, with all its joy and all its pain, surrounded by people but essentially alone. And we die the way we were born, sometimes with more people surrounding us or sometimes less but regardless we are in it . . . alone.
Tomorrow's a new day and I will be seeing my lawyer . . . again.