So today was day 1. As you can see by the 'Biggest Loser' style scale in the top right corner I weighed in today at a sodium swollen, carb bloated, sugar riddled 293.4lbs.
But no sense in berating myself (still) about what is done. Now it's time to just suck it up and fix what's messed up!
Weigh ins on Friday mornings.
Monthly photos on the first.
Yada yada blah blah blah.
My girls' father is making me feel like an ass. I am petitioning for a temporary motion for him to pay my car payment (because he said he didn't want to pay it) child support (because he doesn't and has never paid it) as well as putting a parenting plan in place.
I feel like an ass because he is paying my car now (as of today) without even knowing about the petition.
Nothing is changing though. The divorce will go through this time. He and I are not good for each other.
And with my divorce from him I will also petition my divorce from my addiction to food.
It has been and will be a long journey but I will get there. No matter how many times I fall down.
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