I'm kinda over this stage of 'the journey' also. I know, your first question is WHAT STAGE? And your second one is probably, you're only 2 days in, how can you be over it already? The stage I am talking about is wanting and wanting and wanting without putting forth the real effort to achieve what it is I want. My first day (the day before yesterday) was only half assed. No excuses. I made my choices. It's done. Yesterday I did very well ending at 1209 calories for the day. No more of this half assing stuff. I'm over, waiting. I'm over being fat. I'm just so over it.
And lastly I'm done waiting for tonight's political debate. I don't have to wait much longer and I am so psyched! I love the political debates. I love everything about it. The competition, the ideas of the candidates the outright lies, the half truths, the ideas on how to fix things, the ideas from the opposing side on why the other's ideas are ridiculous or not possible. It just makes me happy. Maybe it is my non-confrontational nature exploring confrontation, that in my opinion is productive. Unlike reality TV shows and other random drama that never really comes to a conclusion.