ANYWAYYYY, what with all the political craziness, some shortly lived inspiration to write a portion of the stagnant sequel to my novel, Evanescent, and the sad fact that I have just not been motivated to write,
BUT now, I have returned.
My migraine raged on through reading the
But then, as the initial shock sunk in and dissipated I realized my migraine was gone. Gone. Completely and 100% gone. And I realized that what was done was done. I didn't need to stress out about it anymore. There was nothing else to wait for. I couldn't change what was done. My only choice was to make the best of it. And so I will.
So now here I sit. I have no more political oomph left in me. I'm oomphless.
I've actually been oomphless in many areas lately, one of which being my eating habits.
Yeah, I had told myself I was going to be eating healthy, getting skinny, doing this thang.
Yeah, that didn't really happen the way I thought it would.
In fact, that just didn't really happen. At all.
I don't even know where my weight stands.
My motivation these past few weeks has not been health or beauty.
It has just been gluttony. Food and more food and I am actually quite disgusted with myself. I'm starting back at the gym on Thursday now that my foot is mostly healed and we will see if I can undo some of the extra damage I've done and then continue forward to a healthier me.
I wonder if when you become healthier you grow brain cells because I sure could use some.
I'll be writing often again so...