Breakfast at Ihop = plain waffle and banana with coffee and creamer
Went to the mall. Spent almost 8 hours there, walking and shopping with girls and Mr. A
Emotional and temperamental roller coaster
Lunch was Express Japan = Teriyaki chicken and veggies (no rice or noodles)
I had a lick of the girls ice cream cone (but literally just a lick)
More emotional and temperamental roller coasters as we shopped and shopped and played and shopped
Dinner was Outback Steakhouse = Simply grilled Mahi with mixed veggies and 1/2 loaf of their bread (the 1/2 loaf is a serving and like 120 calories)
Girls didn't want to leave the mall.
They had a hard time going to bed because they were so worked up and excited about the day.
I found out Mr. A has been talking to ANOTHER woman who wanted TO BE with him a few years ago.
I'm not his wife anymore.
I am glad we don't live together.
I often feel like I need to move on.
But against all logic I DO still love him.
And my heart hurts desperately.
Tomorrow is weigh in day and an appointment with my PCP to talk about my bellybutton. ((sigh))
Hopefully tomorrow looks brighter.