:( I'm sorry. I wish I knew some positive and encouraging words to make it better. Just know that you have friends out in the world who care about you and pray that it gets better.
I'm sorry about your bad day / night! But you're right, sometimes, that's just life. I hope things are better!
Girl....are you sure you didn't take a picture of my eyes...because that is TOTALLY how I look. I know it doesn't make anything better... but just remember that you are NOT alone!