I am done
After last night
I am done
There will be no more communication
This is the end of an era
I have FINALLY learned my lesson
I asked the ex if he would like to say goodnight to the girls via FaceTime
He said ok
After being incommunicado for nearly a week
(True signs of a loving and devoted father, right?)
So, Sassy called him up
He looked strange
His facial expression was strange
When he spoke his voice sounded strained
He almost looked nervous
There were few initiating pleasantries
Then he said directly to Sassy,
"I want you to know I love you and you are always in my heart.
Soon I will be able to hold you . . ."
He said a few more things about having the girls with him
To which Sassy and I both looked at each other like,
She asked him how
She knows he isn't allowed to see them outside the visitation center
He said he couldn't say but that she would see
That; "God was finally going to answer his prayers."
He then asked her if we had been to 'The Castle' recently
Which we had been
But how the hell did HE know that?
He lives 45 minutes away
and like I said
has been incommunicado for a week
Is he stalking us?
Having us followed?
He shrugged when I asked how he knew that
"It was just a question."
He then made a BS excuse that he needed to go
Insert Massive Meltdown 10.0
from both girls and me
They were worried
"We don't want to go see Daddy without you," Sassy cried.
"I don't want to see Daddy at all," Breezy cried harder.
The they were and are ok
I am ok
And he no longer exists
until someone with authority tells me differently
I will NOT have him scaring my kids
He has threatened them one too many times
He has threatened to take them from me and move to Mexico
He has called the cops on me for no reason
and scared the crap out of the girls
making them think the cops were going to arrest me
and take me away
He has called Sassy a liar
He has told Breezy he wouldn't do things for her like he would for Sassy
because she won't talk to him on FaceTime
He has threatened to hurt them to hurt me
and succeeded at pulling it off
YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING
YOU SAID YOU WOULD
NOW GET THE HELL OUT OF OUR LIVES