How I Got Here

I've spent my entire life FAT, my entire adult life OBESE, and the last 10 years MORBIDLY OBESE. Morbid obesity is declared when you reach a BMI (Body Mass Index) over 40. My BMI is upwards of 49 embarrassing.

In 2002, the year I graduated high school and at 17 years old, I weighed between 203 (my lowest fully grown weight) and 230lbs.

In 2003 I started working at McDonalds and subsequently went into management where I ate a minimum of 2 meals (using that word loosely) a day. From 2003-2004 while I worked there, I gained 50lbs.

*McDonalds can do that for you too!

Between 2004-2006 I fluctuated from 280-290 eventually topping out at 300 and then after living in Mexico for 6 months, dropping back down to 265.

I got married in 2006. (One of THEE most naive and ignorant decisions of my life)

I stayed at a solid 280lbs until I got pregnant in the summer of 2007. I gained 30lbs (because I thought I had an excuse to eat) and then in August I lost my baby.

One month after losing my baby I became pregnant again (and found out on my 23rd birthday)  The day of my daughters birth, pre-cesarean, I weighed 372lbs of pure misery.

From there, I easily dropped back down to 320 and at 4 months postpartum found out I was pregnant yet again. The day of my second daughter's birth I weighed 365lbs, pre-cesarean. That was August of 2009.

December of 2009 I wasn't sure how much I weighed but I decided I had had enough and would start a healthy living/eating journey on January 1st, 2010.

I started at 325lbs and dropped to 274 in 20 weeks.

From there I fiddle farted around. Being the double edged sword of assailant and victim, I drowned my emotions with food and proceeded to lose nothing more by January 2011. In fact, on January 1, 2011, of those 55lbs lost I had regained 10 and weighed in at 284.6.

I then proceeded to finalize my divorce. All goals, motivation and plans vanished in lieu of the idea that my marriage was actually over. I regained what I lost, plus some with only minor efforts to reverse the damage throughout the next 2 years. 

In August 2013 I joined Weight Watchers with my mom. I started around 336 and was able to lose 25lbs through the next 2 months. In October 2013 I allowed myself to be derailed once again when our family took a week long trip to Disneyland. 

After that I sky rocketed to nearly 350lbs.
I am now jumping back into this. THIS being Weight Watchers. I need to get this weight off. I am 29 years old but sometimes I feel as though I live in a 62 year old body.

So for ME and for my beautiful daughters, I pray ... GOD HELP ME.

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